Saturday, July 14, 2007

Preparations

Dad arrives from Thailand in a few hours and folks are getting ready.

There are two maids cleaning his house...


...and Jesse (a laborer for the company who lives in Wende’s house) has been hosing down the drives, washing vehicles, and scooping up dog poop (they have six dogs and three cats).


There is another employee from the company who is loading up coolers and such for the trip to the desert for Dad’s attempt at some world record.


Wende has been running animals to and from groomers and such so they are all well-trimmed and clean.

There was a crew here yesterday to trim up trees (they removed one entirely, even grinding out the stump and placing fresh sod in its place).

(The Large tree by the house was removed)

She asked me to make a grocery run to restock my dad’s cupboards, and refrigerator. He now has his bananas, lunch meats, and other essentials. I insisted she take her change (it was almost $150).

My nephew spent the night here last night. He slept on the couch to be near Gramma Wende, though he has a bedroom next door.


I figured he would be spoiled from all the attention and goodies he has, but he seems to be a serious, polite, grounded and goodhearted 6th grader.

(Lord, help me to not be a judge of others, to simply love and encourage.)

All these preparations makes me uneasy somehow.

I’m anxious to get past all of this.

You know, I was born in this county. When I was a kid, it was a rural place of orange groves and bean fields and country roads. I'd ride my bike up to ten miles away. Now it is a place where cities are divided by major streets which are filled with well-kept vehicles filled with urbanites with well-kept appearances.

I can’t seem to get away from the judging thing, can I? Even in attempting to chronicle this road trip my word choice betrays my bias.

My brother David says he is thinking about moving to Oregon. He could see something in my attitude toward this place that made him admit that it has become a place of superficiality. He said something about what it was like here when we were kids and wondered why he was still here.

Frog in a pot,” was all I said.

He winced and grinned.

The guy is here to reinstall the rugs that were removed and steamed yesterday, and power wash the drives.

All this bustle.

I have found over the past few years it is hard to get close to my dad to simply talk. He seems to suspect ulterior motives for people’s affections. But I hope to have a chance to get to know him a bit.

I wish I was going to church tomorrow.

It would be good to shut my eyes, lift my hands, and breathe in deeply the words of worship songs and let my own heart add to the praise of my church family.

Isaac just sat down and asked what I’m writing about.

“I’m just writing about what is going on here and that I wish I could be in church tomorrow.”

So do I!” He gave me a hug and went off to play with the Sony PSP Doug helped him buy yesterday.

The boys had so much fun yesterday.

(on the mall's connecting bridge, it's seen in the next pic beneath the "G" marker)

They were amazed at the huge mall, South Coast Plaza.

(from the freeway north to the top of the pick)

Jeremiah was so thrilled to make such a large purchase on his own.

Can you handle 8 gigs of music?!!

Back to my post:

For me church is important business.

For me it is a time and place for my heart to settle, to feel good things, things I know come from my Lord, to work a little bit more at exercising my soul a little so I may more easily keep up with the pace my shepherd sets for me.

I would do well to exercise my physical body more. I should lose at least 15% of my weight.

Brenda tells me her exercising makes her feel good, it keeps her in shape and brings her enjoyment.

I suppose my worship at church does something similar. It builds up my spiritual muscles, makes me feel good.

I suppose it is a preparation for my eternal life... or, seen another way... preparation for my Lord’s return.

I wonder if my dad has been making such preparations?

Here are all these people bustling about, making preparations for my father’s return... do they make any preparations for my Father’s return?

9 comments:

Judas Hate said...

Hello my Brother from another Mother.

"All these preparations makes me uneasy somehow."

I so get that!

Great post. I especially love the end. f and F. We are so alike when using caps to express what we feel needs punctuation!

And in so many other ways as well.

Good luck tomorrow (to you both). I am with you Brother.

Love, friendship, smiles, handshakes, hugs and happiness.

Justin

curious servant said...

Thanks, Justin.

Picked up my dad at the airport this afternoon. I've been taking pictures (of course).

We all went out for Chinese food.

Isaac isn't feeling well. he threw up earlier.

We are taking off for the Mojave Desert at 5:30 in the morning.

I've been taking notes about my dad's run. I had some of the details wrong.

We've had a good afternooon together. I have no idea how the post will come out about it.

Because he has been in Thailand so much he doesn't have any points built up on the motorcycle this year and line up is based on those points, so he will probablky be just about last.

It will be a long day under a desert sun.

I'll charge up the computer and see if I can spend a little time writing.

But... who knows when I'll get near an internet link?

God bless.

God bless us all.

Judas Hate said...

I'm taking the family bowling tomorrow, but my thoughts and prayers are with you and your dad.

Keep me posted:-)

Pia said...

just dropping by to say hi and see how you are, CS. God bless.

jel said...

hi CS,
So how did things go, yesterday?
praying all went well!


blessings

beth said...

Wow. Catching up on your blog and I must say - you have a FASCINATING family. I understand how difficult you must find it to sort things out.

Thanks for the descriptions and the details, and the continued reminders that God reigns above us all, and that His spirit can rain on us all - even those that we don't understand or tend to judge.

It's not hard to imagine that overall, this will create some amazing memories for all concerned - but PARTICUARLY for your boys...

Looking forward to an update!

Amrita said...

What royal preparations.i am glad your boys are having fun.

Amrita said...

What royal preparations.i am glad your boys are having fun.

ame said...

amazing what they do to impress a man.

i miss church, too. haven't been in so long. don't know where to go ... or when to go ... as my kids return from their dad's on sunday mornings at 9am. if it was a good visit, we can do something. if it wasn't, they don't want to do anything.

oldest has lost her desire to go to church. that saddens me some. the children at 9 yrs are more clickish, and with her dyslexia, she is embarrassed to read out loud.

youngest loves church when she feels safe and her meds are balanced. so much to work on in any group setting for her.

and where do i fit in? i don't know.

there's a little church off the town corner i'd like to try, but i'm finding myself very self-conscious about going alone in the morning. my experiences since divorce with church have wounded my soul so deeply, i'm afraid i'd sit down and start crying and crying and crying. or to keep myself from crying, i'd have to put up a huge guard. and then i don't want to be too open b/c then if they're just faking it b/c they're at church, i open myself up to being wounded again ... and i have too many unhealed wounds already.