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About Me
- Curious Servant
- I have adopted two boys from Haiti. Both are mentally handicapped. One is is now 20, the other 18. I divorced my wife of 28 years a few years ago and have just remarried, a woman from Belize. I find beauty in many things... many, many things (nature, art, people, space...) and that helps me to survive my deep empathy for so many who suffer. I like to write, and I've written quite a bit on my blogs. I have been thinking about writing a book. Unsure if it should be about the things I have experienced, or fiction (I have an interesting plot line worked out). I'm pretty open about things. I like blended whiskey, but I never have more than two drinks... usually just one, and not often at that. I have had many adventures. Makes me a little different. (Odd?)
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Thank you, all of you, for your prayers.
I have been monitor who has been reading them. There is someone in my community, using an Apple computer, and I am unsure who it is. I suspect it is someone I trust, a good friend, but he has been very busy and I do not wish to disturb him right now.
I am grateful for your kind words of encouragement and most especially your prayers.
I am apprehensive about this afternoon. I’m told this guy is a very good Christian counselor, so that is a good start.
Long time readers here know that I live behind our county fairgrounds and this is the week of the county fair. We are planning on taking the boys there this afternoon. I hope it is a good start fro Brenda and I.
I sense a feeling of possibilities in our future together, not just my own imaginings, but a glimmer from Brenda.
I attribute this to prayers.
It is difficult to imagine that the Creator of the universe has arranged things so that our prayers move His hand. He wants us to be a part in running the universe!!!
In last months issue of Scientific American there was an interesting tidbit about the search for neutrinos. There are three acknowledged types of neutrinos. There is also a fourth type that is proposed by certain proponents of string theory and quantum mechanics. They predicted that there would be a higher percentage off neutrinos revealed at a particular energy level which would be caused by their proposed fourth type of neutrinos.
They argue that there are at least 10 more dimensions to the universe than the four we are equipped to detect. Their mathematical construct indicates that this fourth type of neutrino slips in and out of our universe of four dimensions (which is referred to as a “bran” and can be imagined as a four dimensional ribbon bending and twisting through a 14+ dimensional universe).
The surprising news is the increase in neutrino detections is exactly where they predicted it would be. This is not proof of their theories as it is not yet confirmed, could be a coincident, or could be caused by other factors.
Still... if there is 2.5 times as many dimensions as we are able to perceive, there is plenty of room for heaven, and for Hell.
Could it be that prayer can open doors into Heaven? Can slam doors shut doors to Hell?
Could it be that your prayers produce concrete effects that are entirely physical?
I believe they are.
Please continue to pray for me and my wife. Pray that I am wise in what I say, what I do, that there is healing and a door opens that we can both pass through.
Gratefully, His (& your)
Curious Servant
11:54 AM, August 15, 2007
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I saw your post at penni's place and have prayed.
O | luminousmiseries.ca | onionboy.ca
hi!
Dear CS,
I'm praying for your family just now.
Felisol
Hi!
Hi.
prayers and support.
becky
HI!!
I'm praying for you.
Still praying. And I will continue to be. Keep us updated... God bless, my friend.
many, many prayers your way; ive been holding you and yours in my thoughts. many people are praying for you.
I was praying this afternoon for you...and still am praying...
God bless you,
Lil Pilgrim pal
still praying
C
Praying . . .
If it is of any encouragement ... I cannot remember all the details ... but I do remember my counselor telling me that it is easier to break an actual affair and return "home" than it is to break a sex addiction which is an affair of the mind. I cannot remember all the details and the why's, but it made sense when he told me, and it's something I've not forgotten. Perhaps b/c a person is concrete ... an affair of the mind is untangible. Perhaps that will give you some hope ... of the "levels" of unfaithfulness, this is at a level that has much more hope than others.
Feel free to delete this comment in order to protect your family. I will not be offended.
I'm praying....
here, will and praying all went well for you today, however *well* means in your heart.
reach out if you need me.
p
Oh bless the Lord for that glimmer my friend..love Terry
Thank you all of you.
I am too tired to post right now... but I am so grateful to have so manyh of you praying, I want that to continue through this difficult place.
I think that tomorrow morning I will set up a private blog and invite some of you to join.
I will then delete this post as well to simply clean things up here, and set up temporary shop elswhere. I may use one of the blogs I have had for such a long time.
I think, to find out who would like to have the location of the new blog, would you please email me at an account I set up for my recent trip to California... Here is the address:
greenleaf.will@gmail.com
This post will disappear by Friday afternoon.
Now for a little news before I take a break from a tiresome day.
!. We went to the counselor.
2. It was as uncomfortable as I expected it would be, but we each bit our lips and let the other say what we felt needed to be said.
3. She gives our marriage on a scale of 1 - 10 a 4 or 5 of staying together (much higher than I expected!)
4. we agreed that there is much work to be done on both our parts.
5. I spoke frankly about my concerns about trust, much along the lines of the recent post.
6. We went to the county fair and I rode the Kamakazi with her and Jeremiah... a type of ride I haven't been on in 25 years (Isaac took pictures)
So... this blog is going to carry on with a lighter level of writing, probably a post a week, while another pblog will address my fears and needs and prayers for those who wish to join me. Brenda will not know about that other blog.
God bless.
Good night.
Prayed today and came to see how the time with the counselor went. I sense hope. So many are praying. Hang in there and keep us posted.
praying, thinking and feeling for you
It sounds "hopeful"...
May God continue to give you strength, and many wonderful blessings.
Have you gone backt to work yet?
I went today...
but I am NOT ready to return. I took my mom to the doctor's...
they are giving her approx. 1 month life expectation!! I do not want to leave her alone!!
I am praying for you and Brenda.
Blessings.
Apparently I've missed quite a bit here lately. I will agree with you and lift your family up in prayer; God knows your situation and that's all that matters!
Hi, prayers, ag-gf
still praying here, CS.
Yes me too Curious Servant...Thinking of your family and still praying!...Love Terry
Praying for you and yours...
Praying for the Lord's will and that you will both seek Him and follow hard after His lead. Be strengthened in the Lord alone.
from the desert of the real:
hi.
continuing to check in
O
Just want to add my "hi" to the list.
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